Saturday, April 21, 2007
To meet him?!
Man..! That is the LAST thing that I would wanna do right now. I've had ENOUGH people telling me what to do or not to do. Yes! I know. We need to clear the air. But I just cant bring myself to see him face to face..! JUST CANNOT..!!
Ask yourself. If that someone wants to meet up but he's someone you wouldnt wanna meet, would you force yourself to do it? I guess forcing yourself IS a choice. To bring yourself to do it or not. I dont mind meeting up WITH THE CREW but NOT JUST THE TWO OF US.
Met up Sis Yana during lunch. The look on her face kinda said 'C'mon! Stop giving excuses, Nor!'. Yes. I WAS practically giving all sorts of excuses to try and send across the message that I DONT wanna meet that fella. But all that excuses were turned away. Despite all that, Yana was still insisting on her point, strongly.
For the crew's sake (and for future opportunities to meet up with 'R'), I guess this is no option/choice. I will have to drag myself to the meet-up. Be it faking myself or whatever. I mean, if I want that fella to stop bugging me, I'd HAVE to do it.
Ggggrrrr..!! Just hope that I wont break out in frustration of having to keep those anger feelings in me..!
Pray hard.
The least, you could've let my eyes lay on them first before others.
It aint abt good or not, it's about respect.
I'm a volcano waiting to erupt.
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